一公升眼泪

刚看完{一公升眼泪}。我为她，哭了。

其实，不是为那套戏哭，而是为我自己而哭。
看着戏里的情景，让我想起，自己无法走路的情形。想到那时候的生活，我不禁产生一种恐惧。因为，实在太难受了。

戏里的主角，亚也，起初是个很活跃的女孩。可是，因为得了不治之病，生活完全变了。
她说过“为什么是我？”
我也曾经想过，为什么偏偏脚断的是我。
我曾很自私地诅咒伤我的那个人。

她因为无法走路，慢慢的放弃她所珍惜的东西。
电话响了，我很想，很想去接，但是，我走不过去。想走过去，但是，我无法站稳，跌倒了。

每一个星期，我都去医院一次。
每去一次，我都抱着希望，医生会告诉我，你能像正常人一样走路了。
但是，有很多次，医生的回复都让我很失望。
有很多次，我在回途中，又哭了起来。

又回到了戏景，亚也无法和朋友一起上高中。
2006年1月3日，同学们都开学了。大家都上了中四。而我，在医院，被推进手术室，开刀了。
就这样，脚都了一道很长的疤痕。我相当讨厌它，但，我无可奈何，只能无奈的接受它。告诉自己，这是教训。以后，小心一点。

康复时期，曾有些朋友来探望我。
我记得，那时，他们得去sukan tara。
我记得，他们告诉我，他们羡慕我可以在家，不必去晒。我却说，我更羡慕他们，能走，能跳。有的选的话，我要和他们一起晒太阳。

其实，那两个月，我是可以去学校的。可是，我选择不要去。因为，我怕面对别人看着坐在轮椅的我，那种奇怪的眼生。我怕别人小我，也怕，我会麻烦到别人。
真的要谢谢凯雯，她帮我拿了整整两个月的功课。谢谢她，也对不起，麻烦她了。


现在想回去那段记忆，我很庆幸，我熬过了那段苦日子。
我会更珍惜，我能走路的日子。
我希望我的朋友，不要怨太多了，能做一样东西，是一种幸运。趁自己还年轻，能自由活动时，就参加多点活动，尽量的去玩，以免老时才后悔莫及。

UPM Students BULLY CHInEse!!

This is a truth,happening in UPM.
Yea, UPM,wher da place shud be gathered by educated ppl.
Unfortunately, animals who have no brain of their own can stay there too nowadays.

K FILES #9 :: Kkj"s Art

LOL.
Look at Our HanDs ~~
KKj DREW IT.

KKl, u r born as Talented Artist. LOL.

Celebrity SMACK! *1*

1st Victim :: HOLY SHIT BRITNEY SPEARS !!

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eh u guys noe britters or mama brit performed in the 2007 Mtv Video Music Awards arh... gawd.
*vomits*
Aiseh wad she do???!!
Ask BohBo aka James to dance his fishball dance oso better!
she totally ruined her comeback.. the whole performance.. suck =(
i'd rather go fishing. )=
i'll give her a 3 out of 10.
1 pt - she at least finished her performance without tripping over.
1 pt - at least she Wore something. =P
1 pt - at least she moved her mouth.

SHE CANT EVEN LIP-SYNCH PROPERLY!! AGH!! =@
her performance so KaNaSai k????
WHATEVS.
WHAT HAPPENED TO BRITNEY SPEARS!!!???
( she used to be so HOTTT a.. if any ah beng say she's sexy oso kena slapp.. cuz d word "sexy" oso not geng enufff!! )
take a PEEK O.O at her video... ehhh.. look at d fei lou version oso! highly entertaining!


ehhhhhhhhh.. AT LEAST.. dis ah pekkkkk or fei lou perform better than her CAN??!!
entertainment value +10
WUAHHH d way he jeling hor at d end... CLASSIC A! =D

K Files #8 :: Mooncake Festival

Update :: Mooncake Festival celebration in SH's House!

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Mooncake frenzy!
abt 30++ of us went to sheena's hse to PARTAYYYYYYYYY!
BBQ-ed..

then v played games. WUAHH DAMN HIGHHHHHHh!
1st game... stupiak sh make us play d game she wanna play most.. Kissing game. SWT.
ask us pass peanuts WITH MOUTH, SWTT!! she wanna play dun drag us into the sea oso laaaaaaa! =P

2nd game.. eat fruit wan.. BOYS MAJOR CHEATER LORHH!
go dump d whole orange into the cup and say they "zha" so much juice out.. =(

3rd game.. use leg to "fish" out rubber bands from a bucket of ice.
NUMB ADI. our legs all "fong sap" adi!

Here are some of the footages ! =)
still got alot siau pics... but here... some oni... cuz alll damn blurrrr. T_T

OUR PICK :: RATING = 10/10
1) BOHBO'S B4 AND AFTER PICS.
2) BRIAN'S GAY PIC. =P

then arh... everyone played water balloons.. throw here and there.. DAMN HIGH! H-I-G-H till c were pushing everyone into d pool!
( Victims : RAYMOND & KC ! )

then came the KJ-er.. ( KillJoy-er)
sh dad came and say hor... v bbq till burnt their grass.. so d desa park city ppl wanna fine them 1500 bux.
WOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII! Which ah beng so siau! Grass A! 1500 bux? SIAU KIA! really feel like asking them JIAK SAI!
then hor.. all d residents oso complain abt us.. cuz almost everyone of us were screaming.. cant help wadd.. so H-I-G-H~

u noe hor... after dat.. everyone so quiet.. start to clean up d mess! ==>i din say wrong le.. "CLEAN UPP WOR"

if i can draw a graph of "high-ness" against time.. the graph will be a "terbalik V" shape.. ^ shape.. geddit ma?

every one high till cant high liao.. then suddenly all so quiet. so tensed upp adi.

but in the end... nth larhhhh... no fine i hope.
just... v feel abit guilty lorhhh...
STILLL A GREAT PARTY TO REMEMBER!
thx SHEEENA! =)

p/S : ouh yea! Brian cooked pasta! hmm.. i guess can giv u a 6/10.. but ur sauce nt enuf lehh.. ( some ppl so jueet.. say dat day is cuz not enuf ready made food.. dat's why oni got ppl eat ur pasta! hahh! poor guy.. =P )

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自我反省篇 #1

这几天，在学校真的发生了许多风风雨雨。。。
其中，最冤枉的是5K被诬赖成不诚实，爱骗人的家伙。真是他妈的。

真得谢谢asma。要不是她懒，我们会被搞成这样吗？

先别说她，我想说关于一些关于Pn.Shiu的东西。
因为她的一句话，我们5K身败名裂，无师相信我们是班好孩子了。
我们只不过。。。调皮一点，爱搞怪一点（其实是超爱搞怪 ，所谓“少年不搞怪枉少年”XD )
可是，我们仍然是一班可以被信赖，可靠的学生。

虽然这次Pn.Shiu的确犯了很大的错，但是，大家认真得像一想，这些错，我们每犯过吗？
我们都有说错话的时候。但是，我们不曾放大自己的错误犹如放大别人的错误。

我们会说，我们有同学会排队去给老师扣考试分，（jianyeow就是个例子！！），但是没老师称赞我们！！
但是，我们曾赞过pn.shiu 吗？

因为她，我们学校的课外活动福利变好了。例如，举办制服团体的营时，他顾虑到不是每个学生有能力，而申请让学校承担营的一切费用。
运动会过了，她自掏腰包请那些帮学校很多，很多的学生吃KFC.
当操步比赛来临时，她会问学生，需要买防晒油吗。
她付出的一面，没人去发现，去赞扬。

要算koko 分lo. 一个，两个想尽办法，得到高分。
尤其是女生，各各都说我有参加篮球比赛，可以得分。可是，在之前，当老师宣布由这个比赛的时候，他们的反应都是“酱麻烦的啊。。。死pn。shiu，多来的！”
现在，好处来了啊。有谁会去告诉pn.shiu,她的“四鬼多余的比赛”是她们能在课外活动上更活跃，取得好分数？

我们就是这样。
希望别人看到我们的好，忘了我们的坏。
但是，我们却不会把这个道理用在别人的身上。

然后，又会说一句“没人是完美的”来自我掩饰。

K Files #7 :: 5K accused of being dishonest. Crap.

Update : 5K ACCUSED!

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Accused / Charged :: 5K students.
Crime :: Dishonest.
Accusor :: Teachers.

story of defendant :
last week v were asked to fill up the ko-ko form ma.. dunno izzit teachers de job or students de.. but anyway.. our teacher asked us to fill in ourselves lorh. so, v were going round getting teacher's signature... then get our ko-ko form.. then fill in marks. then WALAU..=O when fill in form really very confusing.. all kelam-kabut..真的很乱水..T_T esp the rumah sukan wan... who the hell noes hav to campur wid the permainan. and who the hell noes the teacher in charge giv wrong markss???!!! =(

basically, everything was in a mess. (TOTAL MESS) ::
v din get proper instructions from our teacher, ( later found out dat we were'nt even TOLD dat v hav to use black pen )..
v were'nt given the jadual as a guide to fill in our forms..
teachers are giving wrong marks..
and mayb we ourselves act smart in giving ourselves marks..
we're like... just filling up for the sake of filling it up. =="

THEN. HAHAHA.. d CLIMAX.
Pn Shiu checked our class' forms and saw alot mistakes..
She ACCUSED us for being DISHONEST during the TEACHER'S MEETING. AAAAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!! =O <== this mouth oso not big enuf..

then... it's like KANASAI adi.. every teacher come our class will say we're dishonest... some SOOT us from d back.. some ZAT us.. some more jueet.. Criticise us straight at our faces! =X

SO EMMMMM SONG!!
1st teacher... our reaction = "WHAT??"
2nd teacher = " WHAT THE???!!"
3rd teacher = "WHAT THE XXXX !!!! "

then.. v decided to make a "rombongan" and meet pn shiu.. ask her wad happen..
instead... kena lorh.. so stupid.. kena say this that.. in d end mai say we wrong.. haizzzzz... ~>.<~

then.. miss "assunti" (wc punyer fav teacher =p) came and talk to us lorh... guide us thru it..

mayb we'll just hav to cool and let d truth unveil itself lorh..
justice will come out de larh... so i guess 4 now.. v jz hav to stand a feww more weeks.... then we're OFFFF! so dun care dee lar...

but anyway... REALLY UNFAIR!! dunno real story then ACCUSE! =@

5K-ians... plz leave some comments.. T__T

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Panda的他

感觉上有点“踩场”。。。
这是我在Big Mama’s House 的第一个blog
并不是有关K file 而且还用华语为主。。。。

x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x

c.y.a.n，
老实说你的直觉有时真的很准！！
他是谁？
相信你早也猜到！
一个说被我“折磨”的男生
一个你曾经说我要“约”他的男生
一个让我对救伤有兴趣的男生

叫他“风”吧。。。
这是我给他的代号
为什么呢？？
因为他给我猜的成语的
第一个字是“风”

你懂是谁了吧。。。

讲真的我已经对他没什么感觉
并不是完全没有。。。这是很难办到的
今天他没来。。
可我却没有对他一丝挂念。

对他死心的最主要原因？？
自己知道就好
我会告诉你
一定会！！

下次见到“风”时
千万要记得
要像平常一样！
不然Panda 会很尴尬！

K FILES #6

v maybe arrogant.
v maybe naughty.
Yea,v r noisy.
Yea,v r playful.

BUT, v arent dishonest.

K-files #5 :: Pn Yap FIRED!! =O

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Ladiës and Gëntlemeñ *Drumroll*

Pn ¥ap aka Fattÿ ¥ap is officially FIRED.
YEA. FIRED!!

añd DAT. is our updatë 2day.

She allëdgely scolded mr ong or lashed out at him.
and ALAS.. she got firëd in the Äss. =P ( within 24 hours >< )

and rumours are saying dat she was once "dibuang negeri" from selañgor. GOSH. off she goes now. Hmph!

say ADIOS!

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K-files #4 :: Cheeyan! ( Volume x 10 !!! )

Update :: Cheeyan's Long Lost Friend. ♀ (lol =P)

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HEYYYYYYY!!

gö vìew http://cheeyan.blogspot.com

hahha... lôôk at thät CHEE¥ÄN... ○_○
wûah... märiäñne ëvolve tÒö fast leh gua!!!!
( 长肉济酱有效咩?? ==" )
Volume x 10 leh! ( Nelsoñ say capacity oso.. zzz ) ==> cheeÿañ (real de) say vëry hurt aaaaa... say sorrrrÿyÿyÿ larhhhhh!

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my lezböt fren! sigh¿¡

Go view larhh.. but be sure to prepare a bucket for vomitting purposes. =D

K-Files #3 :: Class Tee!

UPDATE :: CLASS TEE !!
Identification : 5K Class Tee.

Designer : Hong Xiao Sian

Motto : Devil with angel's heart; Angel with devil's heart. =P

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thumbs upp everyone! this is soooooooo superb!
firstly i would like to thank xiao sian for her hard work and efforts..
then i would like to thank our classmates for co-operating..
and i would like to thank my lezbot friend cheeyan for her help..
and i would like to thank my parents <=== LOL
KAY LARH SAY TILL SYOK SENDIRI ADII!
(every post oso must syok sendiri once .. o.O kekeke)

YENG LEH OUR TEE...

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anyway take a look at our previous design. it's equally nice.


actually this would be the perfect version. but wadda do jeh.. v can only use one design. actually d pink is for girls... and blue for boys. but too bad lorh. EHHHHHHHHHHH... BUT NOW THE NEW WAN OSO ICHIBAN LEH! hehhe. =D it's d combo of both marh. so everyone got devil as well as angel lorh. ><


WEI EVERYONE SAY THANX TO XS ARHH! =)

K-Files. #2 :: 子欣有趣的性向.

Latest Update!!

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YEA. START SCREAMMMMMINGGGGGG!!!

WHY????

CUZ CHEEYAN IS A LEZBOT!!!!! =O

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AND SHE LOVES ME!!!!!!!! =X



JESUS SAVE ME!!!!! T___T
AMEN.

来来来！看你聪不聪明!!

聪明有样看的哦！！ （但是我不知道准不准啦~）

所谓“人不可貌相”，但看外表，看不透内心世界，但是科学家发现，聪明与否，是可从外表看出来的哦~ 由头的形状到手指的长度，许多细微之处，都反映你的脑袋是否发达。不如数一数，一些的聪明的特征，已拥有多少项~

特项一 ：
高个子
美国 Princeton University 研究表示高个子普遍比矮个子的人更聪明，成绩较好，能赚更多钱！


特项二 :
食指与无名指的长度
英国 BAth University 学者认为，食指较短的男性，理科成绩比较好，而食指与无名指一样长的女性，比较聪明。

特项三 ：
体毛多（Rose一定很开心，看到这句话）
美国伊利若州妻切西特健康中心的医生认为，体毛都是男性聪明的特征！！


特项四 ：
鹰鼻
这个特项嘛。。。只针对女性。
研究发现，拥有鹰鼻的女性脾气很好，很聪明。（很伤心，我没有）
鼻梁者的女孩幽默和勤奋，鼻子较小的女性聪明和灵巧。


特项五 ：
蓝眼睛
Ｂｉｌｌ　Ｇａｔｅ是个好例子。。。　（但是。我不相信啦～难道亚洲人就不聪明了吗？？　）

特项六　：
头部很大 (Brian at least ur big head has sth good to do with it)
加拿大的 The University of Western Ontario 心理学家发现，头型够大够圆，代表拥有很高智商。相反，投建的认可能不聪明了。

特项七　：
脚趾短而粗
古希腊和古罗马的人物雕像，往往拥有又短，又粗的脚趾。历史上许多国家都认为，脚趾粗短，是聪明的标志！！　　
你是否爱上你的脚趾了？？嘻嘻

YErr...

not fair.
not fair.
weiqi is victoria.she din update it in K files.
nvm.i take it as if she 4got liao.

im now making da k files more details.

weiqi{vicky,she named herself.} :: Victoria. yea. IS VICTORIA.same name vf beckham's wife,hot aunty vf 2 childen.

xinhui:: LULU.hahha.


hoho.
roxette,dai lei sei mei.
wakakaka +evil laugh+

K-FILES. #1 :: NAMES!!

Ay! Update update larh wei! View or get leftout!

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Update : 5K students punyer English Names!!! =P

Chee Yan ( Sugar Mama ) :: Marianne. (blueks) {she keep saying she's not MARY. HAH! Mary Wong not bad marhhh! =d }

Chea Wen ( Pussy Mama ) :: Carmen. [urhm.. no comment lar dis one.]

James ( Fishball ) :: BOH BOH! [hehhe... dis one exceptional case. kakakaka.. *evil grin*] ---> u call him ROTIART oso can.. terbalik read and see..=D

Ooi Leong ( Oi Leng ) :: Sean. { name of britney spears' son.. wakakaka =O }

Jin Sheng ( No flower name ) :: Baby. { d spoilt baby.. who wants to take bom from Portugis and bom d hang jebat punyer istana.. LAWL! =D }

Wen Chern ( Name full of toilet ==> loo + wc ) :: he sed his family's name all start wid A... alex la.. alan la.. alicia bla bla .. so giv him choose lo... [ Choose arhhh :: Anthony (LOL!), Aaron, Andy (kononnye his old name), ARMANDO (swt!!), Agraria <-- Rahimi like =P, Ass oso can.. hahahaa.. ]

HuiCi ( Wilber Pan's Wife!! ) :: Betty! Betty Sim!! blueks.

Jiun Shyan :: ROSE!!

Weng Hoong ( "the doctor" ) :: QT. yeaaaaa... QT.. read as "kiu-tee".. hahhaa..sound like cutie lehhhhh.. =__="

Jian Yeow ( "the doctor's fren" muahaha ) :: Winnie the Pooh! [ see the resemblence.. d dimples i guess. =P ] {call him Winnie oso can larhhh! }

+ Cyan tambah punyer kuah +

Jia Ern :: Dolly!! ( ask CYAN! not me! ) {at first she sed LULU de.. == }

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kay larhh... dunno who else to name adi! if got only update larhhh! ehhhh... "blog in" to K-Files always o! ^.^v

P/s : MariAnne say i'm Victoria WOH... hahaha.. nola.. dun wanna be david beckham's wife. o.O

Kay LARH.. Only one of my perasan moments LAHHH!!! * sdg syok sendiri*

vicky larh. Vicky. Hehe. HEh. he. h.

i now juz know abt it

Recently, i realise tat, frens reli mean alots to everyone.
Every word,every action of ur fren,did leave some locus on ur mind,ur heart.

Eventhough it was juz kidding,it wil affect someone feeling.
Dun gossip so much abt ur fren,it hurts.
Dun lie at ur fren,u wil lose da trust on u.
Dun doubt ur fren,it hurst ur fren too.

Juz believe ur fren,hav faith in them.
bless them.